Thursday, December 28, 2006
since my last post, I threw a party, doe eyes and current beau showed up, another crush (10 years) is there, I juggle both crushes, doe eyes and current beau leave and got into a fight regarding me, she returns to the party crying and upset, I walk her home, we go into an empty house neighbors house, the moment happens, 10 year crush calls me, I explain to current crush that I gave my word that I would return so I'm leaving, she balks, I kiss her quickly, I leave her in the house alone with her thoughts, I return to ten year crush and reap the rewards.
The day after christmass, doe eyes calls me and we talk for two hours, she says "this is dangerous" and and then she asks me the ace, "why would you want a girl that would cheat on her boyfriend". I'm smiling and speechless. She is the first girl to ever ask me that question and she is in teh right position, with all the power because ultimately I want to be her boyfriend, I want to snort in her neck and smell her feet. I want to experience her and crawl inside her head with my flashlight and go adventuring.
why did the chicken cross the road?
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The day after christmass, doe eyes calls me and we talk for two hours, she says "this is dangerous" and and then she asks me the ace, "why would you want a girl that would cheat on her boyfriend". I'm smiling and speechless. She is the first girl to ever ask me that question and she is in teh right position, with all the power because ultimately I want to be her boyfriend, I want to snort in her neck and smell her feet. I want to experience her and crawl inside her head with my flashlight and go adventuring.
why did the chicken cross the road?
Friday, December 15, 2006
I would die for peanut butter.
I could not hack it as an electrician. much props to my fear of heights. Jobless once again I walk the boulevard of broken dreams searching for the next scene. I learned and I enjoyed myself.
I played battleship with a beauiful girl. just being next to her with those big doe eyes is like staring into the face of god and being told that you are it's most wonderious creation. She has a boyfriend but I don't care. all is fair in love and war.
see what I mean, reread that last sentence, written like a 4th grader but produced by a 26.
Also there is a potent foriegn substance racing through my system right now and it is awesome.
There is so much to share I dont know where to begin...Example.
going to a trendy hipster bar with my roommate the skunk and walking into club night where everyone in the bar is black and dressed like a hip hop music video including hot ass girl on the stripper pole. we walked out after they ignored my attempts to purchase a delicious beverage.
blah blah blah dot dot beep woosh.
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I played battleship with a beauiful girl. just being next to her with those big doe eyes is like staring into the face of god and being told that you are it's most wonderious creation. She has a boyfriend but I don't care. all is fair in love and war.
see what I mean, reread that last sentence, written like a 4th grader but produced by a 26.
Also there is a potent foriegn substance racing through my system right now and it is awesome.
There is so much to share I dont know where to begin...Example.
going to a trendy hipster bar with my roommate the skunk and walking into club night where everyone in the bar is black and dressed like a hip hop music video including hot ass girl on the stripper pole. we walked out after they ignored my attempts to purchase a delicious beverage.
blah blah blah dot dot beep woosh.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Last night I got high and reacquired Frank Herberts Masterpiece, Dune.
F*ck yea!
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F*ck yea!
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
I lost my password......
I wish but not. Instead I am alternating between social circles on the internet much like the current I inhibit in my new job as an apprentice electrician.
My self endorsed retirement is melonacholicially over. well at least for the time being.
During my hiatus I displaced much of my capital replacing nourishment in my body with delicious not so nourishing fermented beverages of the "strong and tasty" kind. I finally understoof what it was like to be .....typical american youth.
Also I recently discarded certain pragmatic paradigms of mine. foremost, religion and secondly, social conditioning.
To sum up my life succinctly, right now, quickly, Imagine a leaf blower in the dirt.
; )
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I wish but not. Instead I am alternating between social circles on the internet much like the current I inhibit in my new job as an apprentice electrician.
My self endorsed retirement is melonacholicially over. well at least for the time being.
During my hiatus I displaced much of my capital replacing nourishment in my body with delicious not so nourishing fermented beverages of the "strong and tasty" kind. I finally understoof what it was like to be .....typical american youth.
Also I recently discarded certain pragmatic paradigms of mine. foremost, religion and secondly, social conditioning.
To sum up my life succinctly, right now, quickly, Imagine a leaf blower in the dirt.
; )
